Vipassana (Meditation)

Last year during the third week of December.
I met a tourists. He arrived from Austria
and want Foot Massage in My friend's shop in Chumphon province.
I asked, "Where are you going?".
He said, "Going to Koh Tao. And back to Vipassana at Mok Park.
His answered make me "Very glad"

I am so glad that foreign tourists are interested in the meditation in Thailand for almost 2 weeks.
I asked about coming and interested in meditation
And get to know the following story.
"He was aged about 38 years and have one daughter who lived with his wife. ( separated already) and cause to Vipassana Mok Park in January.
Because last year. He's sick and he is cancer.
He will travel to Thailand. And try to join practice meditation at Suan Mok.

He told me that
"Last year, he joined the practice. His body was not ready to do. And after he started to focus on meditation
His illness and getting better .
And Today he cured cancer.
This year on his body ready for training, He has come back to Thailand To practice for meditation, once again. "

I am glad that I met and talk with him.
I have to admit in his efforts.
I respect Buddhism for more than 30 years ago.
But I cann't go to meditation in the place that I want.
I like about meditation. But with the burden that I have.
Makes me not able to pass to others.

"I look forward to an opportunity like this. To cleanse my mind.
I want to recess . With meditation
But with the story of the world. is the cause I don't have access to true meditation.
But I continue to do good the next.
For one day my do good results can will have to meditation same him. "

My Hope
For My Life
For Long Life
Forever

Problem

Since I can remember.
I've never met a problem and the unique obstacles at all. Although don't have once a time.
Every problem that I met.
Every problem that I can pass.
All the problems I have agony.
Every problem that I don't know will I be found.
I was the one that faced with many problems.
Never duplicated.
Variety of problems. From love, work, finance, loss, difficulties, suffering physical, and mental suffering.
When I can beat the problem.
I think that "I will not met the problem harder than this."
But in fact, "not at all."
All the problems I faced. "It's more and more violent."
Then one day I will think to stop. "Beneficence".

When I do good, and I'm so ail and I faced many obstacles.
In the same time. People around me don't do good.
I see them. "There are all happy."
"A lot of money."
"No need to work tired."
"Don't met problem that I met."
I think I'll stop. "Beneficence".
Only Think.
But I didn't stop.

Now the beneficence is become in my part of my life.
Become thing I do.
Becomes guilt. When I do not do or Pretend to forget to do it.
I felt guilty.

But every problem that I see. And I can pass.
It will make me stronger.
You too.
No problem that human cann't be passed.
But! How it's hard?
Only themselves.